29 august 2008

AND THAT'S THE END OF MY STUDY'S JOURNEY...

Had a "relaxing"(wasted) holidaysSsss

Wasted FOUR days doing nth...

oh gosh...I shud b doing my assessment for International media as well as preparation for the exam...

What hav I been doing?

After I've pass up the ethics assessment, we went to check out the dresses and heels for party nite.

Friday we went to Cheshire Oak. Spent the WHOLE day ther.

Saturday...went out wid fish to buy bra bra...lozl

Sunday, went to Primark and buy some souvenirs in the morning. After tat spent the whole day in the room...doin nth...=.="

Oh ya...I packed part of my luggage on Sunday nite after i've get my compress bag.

Monday....stayed at home the WHOLE day...get disturbed by the "crowd" outside...it's bank holiday and it's music festival. Didn't step out frm the flat today yet din do any assessment. Spent the whole day watching HK movie.

=.="

FOUR days WASTED!!! Gosh...Miao...can u please dun do last minute work???

This assessment's weighting is heavy...same goes to the exam...

wat are u doin??? Spend ur 2nd last week in Liverpool wisely, will you???

I AM SUCH A FAILURE

Called him sharp 12 over here.(wed, 7am @ msia.)

We argue on the phone for 50mins

and...

he explained

but is not the answer I want from him

or can say he din answer my question...

Well...

P/S : Gotta do my ethics...the 2nd last assessment!!! YEA!!!

Ta~

I am such a failure...

I juz cant let go...

Lee C W

没关系, 你还是最好的!!!没有金, 银得也很好啊^^
(It's okay, you are still the best!!! Silver is good as well^^ )

my pm at my msn

All the big sistaz housemates watched the badminton match thru on9 juz now.

C W Lee vs Lin Dan

Hmmph...never expect C W Lee will lose to so charm

BUT

we believe that he ady tried his best!!!

CW LEE!!!

YOU ARE ALWAYS THE BEST!!!

p/s: okie...gotta go and continue wid my assignment d...sobz...

Outgroup

Now I have a strong feeling that I m being categorize as

OUTGROUPIE...

best fren no longer best fren

frens no longer frens

there are 3 groups in the flat now...

WHY?

Wat mistake I've done?

I don't know.

Whenever thy talk and i Join in, their topic wil end

We all wanted to buy dress but the attention is not on me...they forgot I wanted to get a dress as well?

There's a lil competition going on in the flat without the participation of me and her

and these are the reason that proved

that

I

AM

BEING

CATEGORIZE

AS

A OUTGROUPIE...

I got fed-up juz now while browsing thru her pc...looking at the photos of what they edited makes me feel even more angry and I've actually "stared" at her when she offer me the crisps...


I felt sorry but we end up pretend nth...

I think I juz cant get myself off frm the photos being edited by her to her and her and her and thy deny it and take it as they design it themselves...well...


Why avbody juz like to talk about somebody at the back? Can't they juz tell me wat's wrong???


Gosh...I am sick and I wanted to go home badly...

Stupiak m3

Is was a rainy day this morning.

Yet we still have to walk ourselves to Uni.

When I m on my way to Uni, one of my fren tell me tat my bag is getting wet...

I bring my bag to the front and cover it wid the umbrella...

But whn the time I entered John Foster Building, I realize tat the water keep on dripping from my bag.

Heck...I know wat happened next.

My bag get wet.

WHY?

Coz of my stupid water bottle...it din lock itself well...this is not the 1st time after all

Stupid me...

Immediately I take out my water bottle and half of the water in the bottle has gone. Imagine...how wet is my bag...

I take everything out right after I've entered the lecturer hall and settle down.

The 1st thing I take out is my note book, coz I know it will get wet...This is the second time it gets wet again...sorry note book...wu wu

and thn the nxt thing I take out...MY HANDPHONE!!!

GOSH...I never tot tat my hp will kena water de lo...

Shit...godamnit...I turn off my phone and take out the battery right after I found out it is wet.

My pencil case, my spec and its bag, my wallet...avthing in the bag are wet and there's a flood in the bag...wat the...=.="

really sienz diao lo...

lengC suggested me to go to the ladies and get avthing dry up using the drying machine. I did but it din help much.

Miyuki offer herself to keep my handphone for me as my bag is wet.

I totally forget about my handphone after I've reached home for 2 hours.

When the time I collect my hp back frm Miyuki, she offer me a hair dryer and ask me to "blow" it up...

I did...and the screen bcome blur...perhaps those are "fog"

I wanted to turn on my handphone so much but I worry It will not function. I've browse thru the net in order to find ways to save it

and I've done avthing I could.

I dare not to turn on my handphone as it is being suggested that I should leave it in a dry palce for at least 2 days...

Wu wu...pray hard tat my hp wil b alrite

Hell...I can't live widout handphone...how la now...U tell me...sobz...

爱情是这样的。。。

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。

错！

其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，
这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！
接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？

*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？

当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。

*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？

其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，

但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。

如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

好好珍惜身边人哦（。。。可是又有几个人做得到。。。）

Beatles day

We have decided to make today(100808) a beatles' day for Big sistaz housemates.

So...

Housemates frm Big Sistaz house are on their way to THE BEATLES STORY @ Liverpool^^

We start our trip at 1030am. BBC news tell that there will be a light shower today but we are just too lazy to bring along our umbrella, so we decided to cheat ourselves that it won't rain and what is being told by the news weather forecast is always opposite with the reality.(sorry no offence...lolz...but don't u agree with me???)

1st station - Cavern walk.

There are a lot of stores selling things related to Beatles over here. We plan to check out the price first.

We forgot that the british nid to pray on sunday...and end up...

we waited outside for SO LONG...yet it haven't open yet.

So we walk ourselves to Matthew street, the place where Beatles born^^

Matthew street

We snap photos on the street, entered the Cavern club(place where Beatles sing), and snap photos on the street again and get shower from the rain...(duh...=.=" it is really a light shower and it is a "long-life" shower)

Matthew Street, The Cavern Club

In the Cavern club the photo of the day^^

Big Sistaz in The Cavern Club^^

We spent almost 2 hours of time waiting for the cavern walk to open...but...haiz...Why la...belum buka lagi.

Ok lo...we give up...

2nd station - Liverpool one

Eh??? I tot we are suppose to make today a beatles day??? Why la go Liverpool One???

Hmmph...u know...these are women...they just like to shop. Moreover, we have to pass by Liverpool One before we reach The Beatles Story at Albert Dock. So...(a very good reason instead...lolz)

Big sistaz wanted to shop for dress for the ball nite a.k.a. disco nite on 29th Aug 2008(the last day for avbody to gather together and let their hair down^^) Just can't wait for tat day!!!

Well...we entered Jane Norman and avbody have tried a few dresses. I get the most dresses among the Big sistaz housemates but...I din get not even one dress for myself. Whereas LengC n Yan Qi who have only tried one have actually bought the dress.

Wu wu...so sad la...din get myself a dress...makes me feel empty oni...

Then...after spending all our energy on shopping, the big sistaz get hungry...so here we are...we went to Greggs to buy ourselves a lunch.

Alrite...dah shop dengan kenyang kenyang dan dah makan dengan kenyang kenyang...now we have got the energy to go to The Beatles Story d^^

Entrance fees : 8.50 pounds...WOW...(shh...jgn beritahu mummy...lolz)

Hmmph...a lil cossy tho...coz I can actually spend it in buying some clothes or good things for myself. Hope things inside will not disappoint me.

Here we go...

Some photos in the museum^^

The stars at the back are being cutted by John Lennon

The" old" song machine
(neh...for us to put in coins and pick the song that we wanna listen...)

Beatles feat Recording room

Imagine~
(lyric from Imagine)

Take a look at the back~
The piano look great!!!

Alrite...we checked out at 5pm...and now we have to rush back to cook.(2day me and Yan Qi is cooking but luckily the meal today is easy to be prepare.)

Erm...maybe I am not really interested with the Beatles story...so...I didn't actually spent a lot of time in looking around and listen to the history one by one.

Well...a good experience tho. So now balik kampung they won't say why I go Liverpool but x go to the museum pulak...lolz

Some sovenir from Fab4store

Okie la...

that's the end for today.

Ta~~~

No longer the best

Suddenly feel like I m no longer the best fren for her...

Hmmph...well...

They were discussing about the editing of the photos. I mentioned about it earlier in my jealousy's post.

She edited anoda photo again and so happened I enter her room

There are 4 of us in the room and She ask her and her if they want her to edit the photo for her and her...

and I am invisible...

Well...the lies' tail is being showed...

A lecturer told us before that we nid 500 lies in order to cover the first lie...

so why u wanna lie???

Miao in Big Brother's Diary room^^

Tadaa~~~~

Proudly present

Miao in Big Brother's diary room!!!!




I m goin in to the Big brother house d^^

to meet my dear Rex and Dale...lolz

Tata~~~

Oh please don't evict me...see you after monthssSssss

LIAR

How does it feel when you find out tat they are actually telling lies yet you can't do anything about it?

Will you remain quiet when you find out tat they are actually lying, and helping them to cheat yourself?

OR

Will you ask one of them in order to find out the truth?

I kept quiet but not in a happy mood. Wanted to ask one of them but dunno how...

I can't believe tat even my best fren lied to me.

What's the point?

To keep me for not being "unhappy"?

Well...I am unhappy now...

Oh gosh...mayb I shud juz forgot about such a small matter.
I just cant believe there are somedays I m being cheated as well.

Phuw...it's okay...anoda 30days to go.

mayb they are doing that for your own good...

I just cant be a liar...I am not a liar...
maybe I shud learn how to lie...

Jealousy???

Browse thru fs for half of the day
looking at the photos of my friends

Not blaming for not being chosen as the feature fren
as I m really not tat close wid her
hmmph...but juz feel a lil envy and down when I saw she and her and her got the edited photos from her...

well...
sometimes I do feel like how SHE feel
Dun wish to talk more bout HER when we are gossiping
coz sometimes I think I act like HER
oni sometimes...
I will have the same tot like HER

We juz dun wanna being left behind

Well...when it is not urs, it wont b urs
Cheer up gal^^

Shud hav learn more in social interaction but I m just not from tat piece of field...

Wat will be~will be~~~

Empty

M feeling empty inside...
I've hide myself in the blanket to make myself escape from the world
I've eat a lot in order to fill up the emptiness inside

Yet...I m still feeling empty.

I've got no idea WHY

but...

I really feel empty.

I've got no mood to do my assignment altho there are a bunch of them waiting for me to do
I've got no mood to do my readings as well

Hmmph...well,

MIAO!!! There's only anoda 26 days to go and everything will be GONE!!!

Do your best with no regrets just like William Hung~ lolx

All my course mates keep it up!! Don't frown~

+U

+U

^^

I m not independent at all

I cry again...when I have a small chat wid my family. Especially when I am talking to my mum.
Din talk to her for like...2 weeks...coz she is always not at home whn I wanted to look for her...

Sobz...I think I m too tension d...
I've used up all my energy in my studies and I wanted to go back home so badly now.
REAL BAD...

HOW???

Mum consult me a lot...she asked me to relax myself...go for a walk or a jog...ask for consult frm the lecturers...

yea she consult me a lot and my tears juz cant stop dropping...

HAIZ

I WANNA GO BACK ASAP!!!!

Cheshire Oak

AT LAST

I went to Cheshire Oak^^ A place that sell branded stuff wid cheap price
YOOHOO...happy in being a "bai ga lui"(prodigal girl) for one day
ONLY ONE DAY...lolz
Well well...let's welcome my new member~

Only half of them belongs to me

A ONE kg choc^^ woohoo

I love adidas~

A must have~



Famous choc @ UK



Bought oni one clothes frm next
hmmph...

Spent a lot 2day...but not gonna tell you how much...happy in getting all these but feel a lil regret coz din buy much clothes...get to buy one and oni one...well...there are still days 2 go...wakkakakaka...

OH no...I dun mean to be prodigal all the time...hehe

juz...I need to release my stress...lolz

ta~

Hav a nice day^^