我就知道

你就是那个幕后黑手
看你事后那么努力献恩勤就懂了

我就知道
我将来会死得比这次难看

可以忍多久？
我不知道

Halo People

Halo. Halo. Halo.
How have you been doing?
Everything fine?
Me?

I am having this problem. Guess what. Whenever I thought of blogging a freaking long-winded with zero content bloggie, I will ended up with short post. *frown


Rite.
I owe you and myself an answer at "How am I doing?"
I always wanted to find out myself at HOW AM I DOING? Like seriously.
M having routine life recently and I m kinda numb with my job scope myself already.


A lot of things happened during the past few months but I can't really recall if you asked me to list out everything now. I tried my best to blog every single thing here, but, as time goes by, I think I have become more and more reserve OR maybe I am numb with everything that happened around me and I don't think I should jot those down. Think you actually noticed all these by seeing my blogs becoming shorter & shorter.


I might have changed, but, I don't really noticed myself. (This is where I will need you, my friend, to tell me at how I've actually changed. be its good or bad) I am pretty sure that there's one thing that is still with me, where I have never ever changed - I always drown myself in the cyber space. From SMS, ICQ, MSN, Facebook, Whats Apps and etc. (yes I know you are smiling & shaking your head) I just couldn't control myself by looking & drowning in the screen despite I am outside with great fun frenz. Poeple will find myself not outspoken in person but they will actually find another active me at the outer space. Okay. This sounds a bit weird, as if I am abnormal(owh maybe I am really weird) but well, even myself couldn't explain, WHY, I will react like that. I mean why I can be very talkative and active at the cyber space but I will be different when I meet you in real person. Alright, maybe that's the reason why I like to drown myself in outer space, because I can find the real me in the outer space - being naughty, talkative and etc.AND that made me owning a bloggie, a place where I can express my feelings without getting any real-time feedback via faces. (Right right, I am crapping shit again)


Coolness. I've written quite a long blog. Ok. Let's continue. BAH.
How AM I DOING. Can I say its sucks?
Let me tell you WHY.
Okies. As I am "growing", and have experienced quater of the century(gosh...I am THAT OLD already), there are more and more things that I will need to deal with. I've been trained to think a lot, but, at the same time, more and more responsibility falls on me, and, I don't feel comfortable to have my boss trusting me so so much by letting myself leading or guiding something. Okay. I know I should be doing all these already, but, I admit, I am NOT independent at all and I seriously think that I am NOT ready for all these. I wish I could live in Neverland nao. =( Rite. I m still leaving in my small small little kiddy world where not much responsibility needed, not much things that I will need to commit with.(Even my frens, kelics still think I am CUTE instead of sexy or pretty, like, WTH I am already 25 but still look CUTE, should I be happy or sad? LOL)


I noticed, as we grow, freedom have become lesser & lesser. (hands up if you agree) Is that a way of showing maturity, OR, is that a way that made us to be more stable & mature? If yes, it is really expensive to pay my freedom to gain maturity. (Oh gosh, but I like mature people).Should I put equalization between mature and less active? Okay. Listen to my explanation. People who are mature will club/pub less(or maybe don't club), will go out late less(maybe will always stay home after work), will be even more anti-social(as social will be like a JOB than FUN), and of all, as you grow older, you will have more and more commitment, more and more debt. to pay, and that made you choose to stay at home to avoid all those unnecessary spendings(as you have already pay of pile of your money to all the debts) Okay. Okay. Maybe all the mentioned above only eligible to apply on the responsible person. Oh well. I m crapping again. I know we can't judge a people's maturity by looking at their age. Different people will have different thought & exposure to the world that made them to have different maturity level, despite they are at the same age. Hence the sentence "1 type of rice feed thousand kind of people".


See? I always debate within myself when I list out the facts and this made me think what I said is only crap. I always have this very weak sense in judging what's right, what's wrong, what's yes, what's no. That's all because I was taught to think like "there's no right answer in this world". AND I always believe, different people will have different thought that lead to different ways on judging what's right and what's not.


So in this post, you can see a very dual-personality me.
That's me, that's me.
Maybe I am really abnormal. =="


Okayz. Enought of crapz today. Off for movie nao =D


Written @ 1U, Starbucks, 2100.
Sincerely,
miao

人生值得珍藏的80句話

01. 每天告訴自己一次，“我真的很不錯”。
02. 生氣是拿別人做錯的事來懲罰自己。
03. 生活中若沒有朋友，就像生活中沒有陽光一樣。
04. 明天的希望，讓我們忘了今天的痛苦。
05. 生活若剝去理想、夢想、幻想，那生命便只是一堆空架子。
06. 發光並非太陽的專利，你也可以發光。
07. 愚者用肉體監視心靈，智者用心靈監視肉體。
08. 獲得幸福的不二法門是珍視你所擁有的、遺忘你所沒有的。
09. 貪婪是最真實的貧窮，滿足是最真實的財富。
10. 你可以用愛得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。
11. 人的價值，在遭受誘惑的一瞬間被決定。
12. 年輕是我們唯一擁有權利去編織夢想的時光。
13. 青春一經典當即永不再贖。
14. 沒有了愛的語言，所有的文字都是乏味的。
15. 真正的愛，超越生命的長度、心靈的寬度、靈魂的湛深度。
16. 愛的力量大到可以使人忘記一切，卻又小到連一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容納。
17. 當一個人真正的覺悟的一刻，他放棄追尋外在世界的財富，而開始追尋他內心世界的真正財富。
18. 只要有信心，人永遠不會被挫敗。
19. 不論你在什麼時候開始，重要的是開始之後就不要停止。
20. 不論你在什麼時候結束，重要的是結束之後就不要悔恨。
21. 人若軟弱就是自己最大的敵人。
22. 人若勇敢就是自己最好的朋友。
23. “不可能”只存在於蠢人的字典裏。
24. 抱最大的希望，盡最大的努力，做最壞的打算。
25. 家！甜蜜的家！天下最美好的莫過於家。
26. 遊手好閒會使人心智生銹。
27. 每一件事都要用多方面的角度來看它。
28. 有理想在的地方，地獄就是天堂。
29. 有希望在的地方，痛苦也成歡樂。
30. 所有的勝利，與征服自己的勝利比起來，都是微不足道。
31. 所有的失敗，與失去自己的失敗比起來，更是微不足道。
32. 上帝從不埋怨人們的愚昧，人們卻埋怨上帝的不公平。
33. 美好的生命應該充滿期待、驚喜和感激。
34. 世上最累人的事，莫過於虛偽地過日子。
35. 覺得自己做得到和做不到，其實只在一念之間。
36. 第一個青春是上帝給的；第二個青春是靠自己努力的。
37. 少一點預設的期待，那份對人的關懷會更自在。
38. 思想如鑽子，必須集中在一點鑽下去才有力量。
39. 人只要不失去方向，就不會失去自己。
40. 如果你曾歌頌黎明，那麼也請你擁抱黑夜。
41. 問候不一定要慎重其事，但一定要真誠感人。
42. 人生重要的不是所站的位置，而是所朝的方向。
43. 當你能飛的時候就不要放棄飛。
44. 當你能夢的時候就不要放棄夢。
45. 當你能愛的時候就不要放棄愛。
46. 生命太過於短暫，今天放棄了明天不一定能得到。
47. 天才是百分之一的靈感加上百分之九十九的努力。
48. 人總是珍惜未得到的，而遺忘了了所擁有的。
49. 快樂要懂得分亨，才能加倍的快樂。
50. 自己要先看得起自己，別人才會看得起你。
51. 一個今天勝過兩個明天。
52. 要銘記在心：每天都是一年中最美好的日子。
53. 樂觀者在災禍中看到機會，悲觀者在機會中看到災禍。
54. 有勇氣並不表示恐懼不存在，而是敢面對恐懼、克服恐懼。
55. 肯承認錯誤則錯已改了一半。
56. 明天是世上增值最快的一塊土地，因它充滿了期望。
57. 理想的路總是為有信心的人預備著。
58. 所有欺騙中，自欺是最為嚴重的。
59. 人生最大的錯誤是不斷擔心會犯錯誤。
60. 把你的臉迎向陽光，那就不會有陰影。
61. 經驗是由痛苦中萃取出來的。
62. 用最少的悔恨面對過去。
63. 用最少的浪費面對現實。
64. 用最多的夢對面未來。
65. 快樂不是因為擁有的多而是計較的少。
66. 你的選擇是做或不做，但不做就永遠不會有機會。
67. 如果你想擁有完美無瑕的友誼，可能是一輩子找不到朋友。
68. 不如意的時候不要盡往悲傷裏鑽，想想有笑聲的日子吧。
69. 把自己當傻瓜，不懂就問，你會學得更多。
70. 要糾正別人之前，先反省自己有沒有犯錯。
71. 因害怕失敗而不敢放手一搏，永遠不會成功。
72. 要克服生活的焦慮和沮喪，得先學會做自己的主人。
73. 你不能左右天氣，但你能轉變你的心情。
74. 孤單寂寞與被踱感是最可怕的貧窮。
75. 想像力比知識更重要。
76. 漫無目的的生活就像出海航行而沒有指南針。
77. 好好扮演自己的角色，做自己該做的事。
78. 一切偉大的行動和思想，都有一個微不足道的開始。
79. 得意時應善待他人，因為你失意時會有需要他們。
80. 學做任何事得按部就班，急不得。

泪

以前的我
受到委屈会抱着朋友痛哭

现在不用拥抱，
泪就会不自觉地掉下来

可是现在我还需要一个拥抱




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肥仔

Didn't know when my bro sticked it there.

Only noticed when I parked my car in the dark. It flashed! W00t




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Ciggies

WTH is this?!
It helps to ease ur mind n throat?!


BAH!
Wake up dearie. Wake up.


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Appreciate ur effort

He is trying real hard to show he is not gay.

He make out wid a gal in front of me.

Well, thanks for ur effort.
I know u r not straight. HAHA


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