No longer the best

Suddenly feel like I m no longer the best fren for her...

Hmmph...well...

They were discussing about the editing of the photos. I mentioned about it earlier in my jealousy's post.

She edited anoda photo again and so happened I enter her room

There are 4 of us in the room and She ask her and her if they want her to edit the photo for her and her...

and I am invisible...

Well...the lies' tail is being showed...

A lecturer told us before that we nid 500 lies in order to cover the first lie...

so why u wanna lie???

Miao in Big Brother's Diary room^^

Tadaa~~~~

Proudly present

Miao in Big Brother's diary room!!!!




I m goin in to the Big brother house d^^

to meet my dear Rex and Dale...lolz

Tata~~~

Oh please don't evict me...see you after monthssSssss

LIAR

How does it feel when you find out tat they are actually telling lies yet you can't do anything about it?

Will you remain quiet when you find out tat they are actually lying, and helping them to cheat yourself?

OR

Will you ask one of them in order to find out the truth?

I kept quiet but not in a happy mood. Wanted to ask one of them but dunno how...

I can't believe tat even my best fren lied to me.

What's the point?

To keep me for not being "unhappy"?

Well...I am unhappy now...

Oh gosh...mayb I shud juz forgot about such a small matter.
I just cant believe there are somedays I m being cheated as well.

Phuw...it's okay...anoda 30days to go.

mayb they are doing that for your own good...

I just cant be a liar...I am not a liar...
maybe I shud learn how to lie...

Jealousy???

Browse thru fs for half of the day
looking at the photos of my friends

Not blaming for not being chosen as the feature fren
as I m really not tat close wid her
hmmph...but juz feel a lil envy and down when I saw she and her and her got the edited photos from her...

well...
sometimes I do feel like how SHE feel
Dun wish to talk more bout HER when we are gossiping
coz sometimes I think I act like HER
oni sometimes...
I will have the same tot like HER

We juz dun wanna being left behind

Well...when it is not urs, it wont b urs
Cheer up gal^^

Shud hav learn more in social interaction but I m just not from tat piece of field...

Wat will be~will be~~~

Empty

M feeling empty inside...
I've hide myself in the blanket to make myself escape from the world
I've eat a lot in order to fill up the emptiness inside

Yet...I m still feeling empty.

I've got no idea WHY

but...

I really feel empty.

I've got no mood to do my assignment altho there are a bunch of them waiting for me to do
I've got no mood to do my readings as well

Hmmph...well,

MIAO!!! There's only anoda 26 days to go and everything will be GONE!!!

Do your best with no regrets just like William Hung~ lolx

All my course mates keep it up!! Don't frown~

+U

+U

^^

I m not independent at all

I cry again...when I have a small chat wid my family. Especially when I am talking to my mum.
Din talk to her for like...2 weeks...coz she is always not at home whn I wanted to look for her...

Sobz...I think I m too tension d...
I've used up all my energy in my studies and I wanted to go back home so badly now.
REAL BAD...

HOW???

Mum consult me a lot...she asked me to relax myself...go for a walk or a jog...ask for consult frm the lecturers...

yea she consult me a lot and my tears juz cant stop dropping...

HAIZ

I WANNA GO BACK ASAP!!!!

Cheshire Oak

AT LAST

I went to Cheshire Oak^^ A place that sell branded stuff wid cheap price
YOOHOO...happy in being a "bai ga lui"(prodigal girl) for one day
ONLY ONE DAY...lolz
Well well...let's welcome my new member~

Only half of them belongs to me

A ONE kg choc^^ woohoo

I love adidas~

A must have~



Famous choc @ UK



Bought oni one clothes frm next
hmmph...

Spent a lot 2day...but not gonna tell you how much...happy in getting all these but feel a lil regret coz din buy much clothes...get to buy one and oni one...well...there are still days 2 go...wakkakakaka...

OH no...I dun mean to be prodigal all the time...hehe

juz...I need to release my stress...lolz

ta~

Hav a nice day^^